Married but gay
I am 40 years old and have been married to a woman for 4 years, but the truth is that I am gay and I prefer men. I've grown tired of living as a straight man which I'm not and will never be. There's a guy I've found, he's sweet and he's gorgeous and my mind is constantly with him, as well as my heart. I never thought I could fall in love with a man and I have. I want him like I have never wanted anyone. I have decided to leave my wife, because I no longer love her and do not wish to waste any more time with her, and I'm going to spend the rest of my life with my man.