Friends don’t care about being friends
This sounds so egotistical so no one ever believes me when I try to vent to them about it.
I am genuinely so worried and insecure that my friends only hang out with me because they want to date me.
Just this year I've already had 4 people come up, try to be my friend, only to reveal they want to date me as soon as I get comfortable.
I just want a normal friendship, I want to hug my friends and hang out with them without worrying that they're trying to get in my pants.
Everyone says "ooo you should be happy that so many people like you" but it honestly hurts so much that none of my friends actually cared about me. The only reason they even talk to me is because they want something from me.