I am a Stupid white girl
I am only 18 and I have ruined my life. I graduated high school several months early due to all the virus crap. My parents encouraged me to get a part time job and get ready to start college. But I didn't...
Instead I started smoking weed, a lot of weed. I would hang out all day at the house of a drug dealer named Henry. We would smoke and play video games all day. Henry is black and a giant of a guy. At least compared to me. He is like 6 foot 2 and 250#. I am a little white girl, 5 foot flat and 90#. I could tell he really liked me and a week into hanging out we had s**. It wasn't easy. Henry's d*** matched his body! It was 10 inches and as bigger than my wrist. It hurt so bad, it felt like his d*** was in my stomach.
Here is where things went off the rails. I broke up with my boyfriend (yes he is white). I thought Henry was kind of my boyfriend now. Anyway he blabbed to my parents about where I was hanging out and especially about Henry. They demanded I stop and stay away from Henry. I refused and they cut me off and kicked me out. So I moved in with Henry.
Henry liked having a pretty little white girl around and he definitely took advantage of it. He treated me like a w****. He rarely let me wear clothes and he f***** me 3 or 4 times a day. He didn't care how small I was and how much his d*** hurt. He would pound me hard and he seemed to get off on it. I finally got used to it and at the end I could take his d*** without a problem.
Well I guess Henry got tired of me after that. He started letting another girl hang around and eventually he had s** with her. He told me I would have to find a another place to live. I was so stupid.
I am staying with a friend right now. Last week I begged my old boyfriend to take me back. We talked and met up. Things were going well for a few day until we had s**. After f****** me for a few minutes he quit and became angry. He yelled at me, called me names and told me my p**** was all stretched out now. He hasn't spoken to me since.
I don't know what to do or where to go from here???