I'm letting go. if whatever pushed us together- and keeps pushing us together- wants us together and we just HAVE to be together then whatever wants us together will have to make it so the situation between you and her resolves sooner or later. (And I say hopefully sooner if that's the way it's going to go.)
There's nothing I can do. She's NOT going to do anything and you...well, I don't think you'll ever let each other go as long as you are living around the corner from each other. So. It's gonna do what it's gonna do and in the meanwhile, I'm still going to try and get home. No more fighting, no more bullshit because I can't take it anymore. I do not have the constitution for this constant bickering and bullshit. It just totally drives down the vibration.
Like you said, the only time we get along is when we are out traveling or away from the area and if you're not going anywhere and she's not going anywhere, whatever it is at work is going to have to put together some pretty extraordianry circumstances to get you and me out of here- or her out of here. I'd prefer US since I hate this place. I really hope that whatever it is that put us together works something out like that and we can go off and finally really get the chance to know each other. Maybe we can finally find out what all these weird little coincidences and idiosynchrocies between you and I have been all about, no? I'm just sayin'.