fear and insecurity
fear has gripped me so much that I am afaid to interview for work..I need a job but I'm afraid of the rejection. I am ashamed of myself and wish i could find the courage that others have . I have been out of work off and on for the past 6 years and now that the job market is so bad... I can't hide this insecurity I have. I pray daily for a chnage to come. I needed to tell someone but no one really would understand what i'm going through.