lost and insecure
i lost my virginity to him exactly a month ago.
but i didn't know that another girl was actually in love with him.
he was cheating on her with me.
i know she must feel horrible.
but i feel horrible for my self.
(and it makes me feel worse becuase of my selfishness)
he's sooo f-ing hot (like girls drool over him hot) . but all he'll ever be,
is the boy who took my virginity when we were drunk.
and untill i graduate from hs in two years (sophomore) i'll be the nasty b**** s*** :(