I'm sorry Mama
I'm so glad you lived to be such an old lady. I was lucky to have you for so long. I have regrets though. We argued a lot and I got loud and profane. You didn't deserve that. You were such a fine mother and only now do I realize how great you were and how much I miss and love you.
Nobody lives forever but you gave it the old college try. I wish I could her your voice just once more. I didn't know your death would hurt this badly.
Maybe we'll meet again in another world. I hope so. Until then Mama. I love and miss you mare than I could ever write down.