Pregnant and really worried
Actually pregnant and terrified. I have been married 4 months and I am 4 months along. I stopped taking birth control a month before the wedding as we intended to start a family immediately.
The reason I am terrifies is that I messed up, big time. I had never cheated on my fiance before. A younger guy at work had been flirting with me for a long time. He had a reputation, had been with some other girls in the office who all bragged about the size of his d***. My fiance was quite small and I have never had a large d*** before. Also it made it twice as exciting because he is black.
Three days before the wedding I stayed late in the office and asked the guy to help me with a small project. When I was sure we were alone in the office I led him to the conference room and directly let him know what I wanted. He wasted no time, he was all over me. When we stripped down I was so excited I actually asked him how big he was. He answered a little over 9 inches. I sucked him good and hard then rolled a condom on his amazing d***. I hopped up on the conference table as he grabbed my ankles and put them over his shoulders. I watched and couldn't believe as he pushed inside me. When I felt his b**** slapping my ass I was so full it felt like he had his whole hand inside me. He began rubbing my c*** as he f***** me and i exploded with my first o*****. I was nearly breathless as he pulled me off the table and bent me over face down. As he f***** me I played with myself until i got off again. Then he slammed inside me and announced he was c******. Then the panic set in! I felt his c** hitting my insides. I wiggled and squirmed as he held his c*** inside me. When he finally pulled out I was nearly hysterical. I reached down and I was soaking wet with his c** inside me. It felt like a river dripping out of me. I spun around and looked, there was no condom on his d***. It was laying on the floor beside him. He just looked at me and said "sorry, it felt better without it".
I cried all the way home that night. 6 weeks after the wedding we found out I was pregnant. My husband was thrilled. I am terrified. There is such a big chance the baby might be black.