Should i stay or leave

I have been married for 24 years to my wife, she took my virginity but she had multiple guys before me, like 20 plus including a threesome just before we met. I had very little experience before her. I stayed faithfull for 5 years before a lady that i worked with kept asking when i was going to come over and visit her. Eventually i did. She was also married. We hooked up a couple of times before i ended it. I then hooked up with another lady i worked with. The s** was incredible with her. We had s** many times, her place, the car, friends houses, even at work. She would c** multiple times which was awsome since my wife could barely c** once once with me. That ended after a year or so. I then hooked up with another lady from work. She was much younger than me. We had an affair for over a year. Again she was awsome. Would c** multiple times and was always so wet. She gave the best blow jobs as well. Infact she is the only one that has ever made me c** from just that. My wife found out about her and we ended it but remained good friends to this day. We did hook up once after the affair. I then answered a craigslist ad from a guy and met him once. I was curious so i thought what the heck. He was gay, had an 8in c*** and took it so easy with me. It was really a good experience. He f***** me for an hr in all sorts of positions. That was a one time thing. I then met a couple on a dating site and hooked up with them. It was a straight mfm hook up but man was that hot. Now today i have laid off hook ups for several years. I love my wife so much and we have a awsome relationship together. We have even talked about having a mfm which would be really hot. She is older than me by 7 years. I like to have fun and explore sexually but she is more into just us. She had her fun she says. Am i bad person for what i have done? Should i leave her and have fun by myself? She is not interested in seeing me with a guy or playing all together which i would like to do sometime. I would love to play more with a couple as well. Any thoughts?

Jun 26

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