Size queen problems
I can only get sexual satisfaction from a man with a large p****. When I was 14 years old I had my first sexual experience with a 16 year old boy. His p**** was 9 inches long and thick. From that point on a small p**** just never did it for me.
I simply do not enjoy s** with a small man. It has caused me to break up with many guys over the years. The problem is that have developed feeling for a man I work with and we have been seeing each other for several months. But he has a small p****. If I continue to see him I will be giving up on sexual satisfaction.
I feel really bad because when we have s** I am faking enjoyment. Basically lying and I do not want to hurt his feelings so I am trapped. I have considered a drastic option but I am scared to bring it up to him. I am afraid he will reject the idea and me. I want to ask him if I can have a "friend with benefits" on the side. Purely for s**. We could even incorporate this into our sexual play. It is the only way I think I can remain in this relationship.