Was my first time

I am 62 years old and have been going to bookstores since I was 19 or 20. I lead a very conservative life and at first I could hardly breath as I parked and went to a bookstore. Inside was so out of my compfort zone. But watching the forbidden ** and the musty smells and the dark rooms seduced me. I would go in and get tokens and go in a booth and strip, watch ** and stroke till I came. Over the years the ** has changed but the seduction of this conservative man by the booth and getting more and more brave at watching others at play. I had convinced myself I was not interested in another guy until that day that first time. At the time this happened I was 62. I traveled to work and was in a town. Driving to my meeting I passed a bookstore. I told my self I won't go but as the day went on it was on my mind. After work I gave Into my last and went. Stepped into the store and moved to the north area. As my custom, I went in a back booth locked the door and took my conservative suit off and set on the sticky bench naked and slow stroking as I surfed through the ** channels. I came across a she male video that w a s hot. I set back to enjoy. Then the door flew open and I guy stood there. Shocked me and I said I am sorry I don't want company and thought the door was locked. He turned and I was relieved thinking he was leaving. Instead he shut and relocked the door. He said you like that
** your watching and pointed to the ** suckinh a guy off. He came to me and I stood up and asked him to leave, if he didn't I sId I would report him. He laughed and said sure you will. I saw you walk in wearing the nice suit and I bet your boss and wife would die if they knew you came to a place like this. I realized he was right and he realized I couldn't make a scene.
He told me to get on my knees and I just did. I felt no choice in this as he removed his clothes. He approached me and he pushed me to his knees. His ** he put in my mouth and he was using my mouth to master bate himself. I had saw videos where girls spit and sputtered with saliva all over the place and they acted like they were passing out. I thought it was fake but was learning from this man it was real. He face ** me so hard I thought I would pass out. He then told me to lay my head on the bench beacuse it was nasty and sticky and he could get deeper down my throat from a side angle. I obeyed and was in shock from the rough treatment and his valgur talk calling me every name in the book. He then told me to stop and get on my knees again he stood over me and stroked his ** shooting all over my face and chest. He then ordered me to stand a service my owncocktail. I was made to ** in front oof him as he humiliated me verbally.
I came and he laughed, dressed and has he left he said stay in the booth as his friends might want a turn. He left and I was shaking, locked the door, dressed and left. I passed several men lurking in the halls and wondered if they knew what happened to me. I went to the hotel a d showered and relived the experiance in my head as I master bated several times. I said I would never go back but we all know a guy is weak to his impulsive needs. Have never been able to relive this experience but hope to some day