From William to Willow
Hi, I am a 57 year old crossdresser. I've been a crossdresser as far back as I can remember. As a child I would wear my sisters dresses, skirts and pretty blouses. I now own plenty of these items as well as bra's, **, nylons, breast forms, low and high heels and other various feminine items. My wife, to whom I've been married for 28 years, doesn't particularly care for the idea of me crossdressing so I do my best to keep it out of her sight. At this point in my life I'm unable to work. So while she's at work I often indulge in wearing my French maid outfit with high heels and doing a remarkable job at cleaning our two bedroom apartment. I've explained to my wife that I just seem to be in such a different state of mind when I'm dressed in such a manner. I have recently discovered sissy maid literotica and OMG ! I can sooo relate to these stories. I really wish I had the guts to tell my wife that I would absolutely love to be chastised and plugged at her insistence for periods of time. I've even had dreams of being totally dressed with all accessories, in tight nearly restrictive extremely feminine clothing and on my knees giving oral pleasure to various men for her entertainment and my desire to swallow loads of hot **. Any advice on how to explain this to her without destroying my marriage and losing my wife forever would be welcomed and if at all possible, orally appreciated.
Similar fantasies. Don't ruin your marriage and life for it. You're doing 90% of your fantasy now. It's stupid to risk everything for 5 to 10% more.
Your wife is already compromising. It's unfair for you to ask more.
Chat?
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Cud go either way. Huge embarrassing divorce or acceptance of your proclivity. Only way to find out is tell her or get caught dressed fem. Go for it.