I am a married man and have been for nearly 20 years. I watch a lot of p*** jerkoff regular and have s** with my wife regular, however as I watch p*** I find myself focused on the guys c*** more than the woman. I have become attracted to just the naked c*** of a man. I don't care about the rest of the body just the c***, so I have sought out an older man a couple towns away and I go visit him, we watch p*** and I started the first couple of time jacking his c*** but, on our last visit I sucked him off. It was his first b****** in decades, knowing how much he liked turns me on and makes me want to suck him again, this time letting him c** in my mouth.