my life is a soap opera
Both my sisters were molested by my moms boyfriend and my youngest sister was molested by her own father. Neither men were prosecuted because after lengthy legal issues my sisters decided they didn't want to go to court and apparently they are old enough to make that choice on their own. My mother since then has married her pedophile boyfriend and neither are allowed to see my sisters. My father has recently added cocain addiction to his problem with alcohol and is spending the next year in a sober living facility out of state leaving my sisters with my grandpa for the year as I am not old enough to legally be their guardian. We are all so embarassed of our situation and can hardly talk about it because we were a fairly well todo family as my father came into three million dollars when his company went public. Since then he blew all the money up his nose with his cocain addiction and we currently don't make enough money to pay off all our debt and are relying heavily on my grandparents for support.
I feel guilty that I cannot do more for my family but they seem to have dug themselves into such a deep hole and they constantly harass me about my imperfections.. I attend college with a 3.9 gpa, work three jobs, volunteer three days a week and still find time to cook dinners to bring to my sisters and grandpa but it's never enough. My mother complains I don't see her enough... I don't really want to see her ever again but of course I can't say that. And my dad can't take life seriously and refuses to get a job furthering our debt. He can't seem to cope with living an average life, he thinks hes better then that and won't listen to reason. He doesnt understand why I'm stressed or why I can't trust him.