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The Love Confession
Dearest Gene,
As always, I want to start by saying, "thank you." I tell you a million times a day, each day, that I love you and that you mean the world to me. Although you reciprocate some of these feelings, I'm sure you have no inkling of the strength of my love.
You walked into my life a stranger a mere twelve months ago, and my life hasn't been the same since. "Love" is such a small word for what we share. You are amazing. My heart is hungry for your love, but my mind is aware of what it cannot have. I know we belong to different worlds, so then why did you come and change everything in my life? I thought I didn't want to love again. To even say, "Hi"--it's a scary thought, but you came along, and I suddenly became fearless.
It's hard to explain myself or to put it together in one idea; the only easy course is my loving you. Just one look into your eyes makes everything in the world and my life seem to glow. You make me want to see the sunrise every day, to know it's another day when I could have you by my side. I know faith can make this work someday if I just keep my hopes up. Until then I'll think of you just like now. Your smile will forever caress me with tenderness. I hope that one day soon you and I will be together.
I love you without knowing how, when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you.
I hope that you know that I will always be there for you. It is not just for the good times when you are celebrating and enjoying life, but for the bad times. When you are sad, stressed out, or angry, just know that I will be by your side to see you through the tough times. I will hold your hand and lead you through the storm. And when things are going great, I will be there to cheer you on and dance with you. The way you eat, the way you smile, the way my name rolls off of your tongue. That all is what keeps me going. It gives me so much joy to watch you be you. I would never give my attention to anyone else because I love giving it to you. I wonder how does it feel if I were her. So maybe, we could try again g? I missyou!
sinceryly,
ysa
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