A side dish not the main course in this relationship
I am 28 now and have three children. That part is ok. The father of my children is my old boss that I worked for. I started in an office affair with him until I got pregnant and now work from home part time as a bookkeeper. He comes over and sees me, sees the children, and has **. Always ends up with **, if not he doesn't stay.
He turned 58 this summer, so we are thirty years apart. My children are all young and I can get them to bed before he starts on me. I sometimes hear my kids while he is banging away. When I hear them I just can't concentrate on **, so it's a one way thing until he works himself up enough to **. But if they kids are asleep and he spend the time I can get aroused and reciprocate. But if I am honest, just letting him bang away is good enough for me.
I have no idea where this relationship will end up. I am too young for him to marry. When he retires he probably won't have enough money for us. If he dies? We are screwed, his family gets everything.
Does his wife know about you?