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I wanna be fat
For as long as I remember, I was always curious what it felt like being fat. When I hit puberty, my interest in fat only seemed to grow. Now, I am almost 19 and I can not stop thinking of fat. Everything reminds me of how I am not fat. For example, whenever I look down to see my feet or the floor, I wonder what it would be like to have my belly blocking my view. If I see someone who is heavier than me, whether they are double my size or if they are even slightly chubby, I imagine what it would be like to swap bodies. When I am sitting down, I feel my hands getting restless and I imagine myself having a belly to rest my hands on. If I am laying down, I imagine the weight of my fat weighing me down. Or when I’m walking, I imagine myself waddling and struggling to walk. I wanna occupy more space. I wanna feel my size. I wanna tower over everybody and be the heaviest person in any room I walk in. I want people to see me as a walking marshmallow that they can hug and sleep on top of. I wanna be fat so bad. The problem is I have the fastest metabolism of anyone I know so anytime I try very hard to gain, I end up losing it over the next few days. I go to college close to my parents so I didn’t move out and my parents are health nuts so they will never approve of my choice. Even then, I still wanna experience being fat, even if it’s just for a day. Sometimes I imagine myself waking up one day suddenly fatter, with no explanation so people don’t bug me about losing weight. That’s how bad I wanna get fat.
Careful what you wish for. I've been fat since birth. My mom is fat as was my Grandmother. Now I carrying on the fat tradition and I've reach a point where I'm on the verge of becoming true enormous over 500lbs or changing my life and losing some weight. I'm still young (27) and I dearly love food and my boyfriend wants me to get fatter. I know I will never be thin nor do I really want to be but I can't help but think that my quality of life and health will begin to suffer very soon and it will lead to an early grave. I'm already having some mobility challenges. I sweat profusely when I try to be active and I get out of breath far to quickly. Nice clothing is becoming harder to find and Im starting need custom sizes and alterations to get clothing to fit properly. Also when I'm in public people stare at me and my boyfriend and sometimes they make rude comments because he is thin and fit and I am such a big fat waddling whale. I sometimes worry that I am an embarrassment to him but he says not to worry and he thinks that I'm beautiful. So the reality of being fat is not always pleasant so be careful what you wish for.
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If you're that big already you're probably just delaying the inevitable. It will be really hard to get down to anything close to a normal weight. It would be much easier to just give in and let yourself go for your bf. Give him the quarter ton hotty he deserves!
Just eat and eat be a big fat whale. It's what you are meant to be and your boyfriend wants it that way. Give him the big fat lady you are supposed to be. Stop worrying and let yourself go, you'll be happier for it. It's what I did and my husband can't get enough of me.
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