Taught The Wrong Lessons As A Child
When I was a little girl, my older brother was caught playing with another boy's d***. Our mother had the idea that she could "cure" him of wanting other boys by having s** with him. She said it was only until he found a girlfriend, but it continued for seven years. Dad didn't seem to mind. During that time I "pitched in" by learning to give b*******.
Now I'm a single mother of a son in junior high. Last month I accidentally walked in on him masturbating and by reflex I got on my knees and sucked him off. And I really enjoyed it but I felt guilty.I resolved to talk to him about it and ended up giving him an open invitation to have s** with me, which he's used almost every day for the past month.
Last weekend he asked me if I would do other boys. I knew it was wrong but I said yes and blew three of his friends. I've given permission for a sleepover this weekend and I'm the main entertainment. I feel guilty and excited at the same time. I know it's illegal and socially unacceptable but I'm enjoying it.