Secret Sissy Maid

My wife and I have been married for 28 years now. I am a crossdresser and have been since I was a child. I've admitted this to her, showed her my female clothing and even modelled some of it for her as she took pictures. Unfortunately though she really doesn't like the idea that her husband crossdresses and so we just don't talk about it. I do still do it as often as possible. Sometimes I just ** and the urge goes away. But other times when I deny myself ** it seems to put me into a more feminine state of mind. That's when I go into my favorite fantasy state and become her secret sissy maid. I have two different complete French maid outfits. One is the standard black and white for which I have 4 inch pumps and 6 inch stilettos to go with. The other one is totally pink and I only have one pair of 5 inch stilettos to wear with it. I have all of the appropriate padding and breast forms that make my outfits look fabulous. After spending the required amount of time turning myself into a ** maid in black and white or a sissy maid in pink and white. I always seem to do an incredible job of cleaning the house. Every bit of cleaning that needs to be done gets done. The entire time that I'm cleaning, I can't help but to fantasize about being caught. Normally, I don't consider myself to be gay at all because as a man in my right state of mind I have absolutely zero interest in other men. But when I am totally dressed as a woman, especially a maid, I wonder how it would feel to be on my knees in front of a real man sucking him off and swallowing. Or being bent over taking him from behind. I may never find out for myself but I love the fantasy along with the ** denial. A gurl can dream, can't she ?

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