A week

One week has passed since I decided to forget this feeling and stay by your side as your friend instead. We talk less right now. Yes, it's so sad because we're not talking a lot these days. But the other side of me said that it would be best if we talked less right now so that I could really forget this ** feeling that I couldn't really control. My brain wants to forget, but my heart can't. I know we're both busy. I'm so busy, but I can't avoid waiting for your message. Why haven't you messaged me yet? I want to know the reason I want to ask you, but I don't know why I can't. Would it be best if we stopped talking? I guess? I don't know, but I want to hold you back. You know what? I use that platform where we met again, because I'm still hoping that there's another someone like you there. But since I used that again, there's no one like you there. How can I meet someone like you? Why are you so good to me? What should I do? Hey S, you can use me; you can talk to me if you feel bored. I'm okay if you use me. I really want to accept everything. Being an online friend of yours, I guess that's enough. I'm going to study and work hard for years, years, and another year. I don't know how many years, but I'm going to find you and meet you. Even though that year or that day you already have a girlfriend or a family. I just want to meet you. I'm going to work hard to make that happen. Please wait for me! Why do I keep sobbing? Hahaha, crazy me. I just want to say thank you for everything. You make my heart flutter again. I thought I'm not going to fall crazy in love again. You changed my perspective on life, for real. Thank you. Please be careful, be safe, and eat a lot. I'm not there; I can't be by your side right now, but please be healthy as always. I treasure these feelings. I don't regret liking someone like you.

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