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I hate the way I look. I'm trans. I've been out and "in transition" for over a decade. I still don't pass. I never will. I try really hard not to get into my own head about it and just accept myself even if others won't, because even though it ** this way, it would be so, so much worse if I'd never transitioned at all. At least this way I know my conscious is honest and true. I'm usually OK at the end of the day but recently I'm just... not. I don't know if it's related to recent news, Pride month coming up, or what, but... yeah. Just feel really bad about myself right now and don't want to admit how bad I'm struggling to people who see it from the outside and think I'm so "strong" or so "brave" and so on. It just really, really hurts right now.

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