I still like him

I use to like this boy, he was my first crush and biggest one ever yet. Oh god did i like him, he made me laugh and i could tell him whatever i wanted. But during that time he liked someone, i remember the ill feeling i would get when he talked about her, but i liked him so much i wanted him to be happy. I made it obvious i liked him, one night he texted me asking if i liked him and i said yes. He told me that he liked me too and gosh i felt ecstatic, i remember running around when he told me he liked me back, i even ask him if he was joking. But i told him we couldnt date because we were too young. He agreed and the next week my best friend told me her and the guy i like started dating. I felt betrayed and angry because she was the only person i told about liking him, and she still dated him?! I also felt like a fool, he was probably just playing with me and was joking when he said he liked me back. I remember nit saying anything and just nodding my head because I felt like total **, and even though they hurt me i still wanted them to be happy. I felt jealous seeing them together and felt like crying everytime they looked at eachother. After that he just treated me like i was nothing, ignoring me and treated me like **. We didn’t talk for months and one day he decided to apologize and i accepted it, cuz i still liked him. After he apologized nothing happened, he stayed away and we never talk anymore. Sometimes when i get the chance to talk to him, my stomach flutters and seem to laugh at everything he says. I still enjoy his company and i find myself wishing we could still be like before. Even after everything hes done to me i still think of him from time to time, wishing that everything worked out.

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