What to do
A mutual friend of my fiance and mine (more his friend though) came to mine yesterday to speak to me as my fiance has been staying at his. We were sat outside in his car talking and I said that my fiance had accused me if fancying our mate and I said I didnt but the friend then said that I hadnt denied it then and moved into kiss me but I told him no but he did it again and we ended up kissing and I stopped him again and said it was wrong as he's got a girlfriend and I'm with someone. He then started kissing me again and feeling me up and I started feeling him up to. We then moved the car and he took his t shirt off and mine and my bra and we kissed somemore but I told him I couldnt sleep with him and he turned around and said well its abit risky here anyway.
I like the guy and have done on and off since before me and my fiance got together even though I've known my fiance for years. The friend now knows that I like him as I told him.
We agreed that no one can ever find out. We then text and also agreed that it cant happen again but I would like it to. He text saying he was missin his girlfriend and that he loves her (they've only been together about 2weeks) and that my fiance was annoying him and that we cant meet upto talk again on our own although that was the first time and he's sorry if i thought it was more tahn that :(
He wants things to just be normal between us and so do I but I cant stop thinking about him and what happened and would like it to happen again. Just needed to tell someone as if I told a friend it would probably get around in the end and I cant let that happen.
What do I dp now?