Enemy or Lost Love?
So theres this guy. He is AMAZING and im ok. nothin like him. I am REALLY smart, almost havin a guiness IQ. He's well, blonde. Hes done violin his whole life, ive done it for about 5 years. Hes super fast in the 50 free, im slow. I fell for him the first time i saw him 4 years ago. HARD. But im not an emotional girl, not at all. So i acted like i hated him. alot. But i loved him. so we were enemies with a friendly rivalry between us. (for gods sake his HOT and in a band!) All was swell untill my guy friend confessed he loved me. I wasnt supposed to know, but it got to me and i felt horrible. Shattered cuz i didnt love him. I love my sworn enemy. Then we had a party and we were all either high or drunk and the guy who loves mes best friend said he loved me (we were close friends too) INFRONT of my "enemy" Then about a week later my best friend confessed her love for my enemy. Which completely p***** me off but i cant tell anyone i love my sworn enemy! This is all so confusing. Everytime i see him and he makes a joke or stares in my eyes...i either laugh or smilie back...in the mirror locked in the bathroom. I cant be with him. any which way i go someone will get hurt. But even though you might like someone else i love you lee.