Pregnant at 49

I found out a couple weeks ago that i am pregnant at 49 years old. I have Only been married once and that ended in divorce 17 years ago. The father of my love child is a married but separated 34 year old man. He is a long time friend. Both he and his soon to be ex wife are friends. I board horses and they have had horses at my barn for years. One day he showed up at the barn and wanted to sleep there. So i let him crush in the basement of the house. Long story store. We got drunk one night and had **. We have had ** a hand full of times over the last 2 months. We talked about it, of corse. We decided that we are just intimate friends. Hw was also suppose to pull out and when he didn't he would smile and say he a good father. The ** is good and I hadn't had any in 5 years. I knew I was pregnant when my period was only spotty and my breast are tender.
So I decided to talk to my 24 year old daughter and see what she thought when I tolf her that I was going to have a baby and the father and I aren't together but wwe will work it out. And just before Itell he. She telled me that she has meen messing about with Shawn and she is pregnant. I also threw up right then and there. She tells me that she is 12 weeks along and has decided to have the baby. She is 6 weeks ahead of me. All I can think about is how much a pig this guy is. So i have had a week to think about everything. If I have this baby. I will give birth at 50. I am sure of it that I will be a single mother. I'm i suppose to share a lover with my daughter ? I have decided to get an abortion and not tell anyone about it. I just needed to vent

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