Looking back.

I look back sometimes and think about some of the stuff I did over the years to impress guys or to try to be who they wanted me to be or...I don't even know why I did some of it. I grew up in a small town where everyone knew everyone in the local area and my mom had a bit of a "Reputation", I moved away as a teen to go live with my aunt and then came back to visit, The one summer I was 16 and finally got a boyfriend for the first time, Just a summer fling but he didn't waste any time trying to get me to live up to the family legacy, we dated maybe a week before he talked me into flashing his friends my **, I am tall and slim and stacked btw. He was always on me to flash and show off my body so I did, About a month in we went camping and there was me and him and 4 of his friends who we hung out with all the time and I had known since basically elementary school.
We got drunk the first day and I didn't realize we were all sleeping in a 2 room tent so I went to go to bed and they were all in there and had the middle wall zipped open, Everyone was getting ready for bed and I carefully undid my bra and took it off and then we all kinda sat around drinking and talking, Soon my boyfriend had me flashing my ** then he got me on my hands and knees and pulled my shorts up the crack of my **, and he had my knees spread making a hammock out of my thin shorts so it was holding my ** lips making them all puffy, all his friends were behind me looking and he was squeezing my lips and made me go down on my chest so my non existent ** was sticking up and they could see better.
This went on for maybe 2 minutes and then I felt a couple extra hands on my ** and then there were hands touching my ** and my back and my ** lips, I got embarrassed and got up, Turned around and sat down but we were all laughing and I was trying to laugh it off, After a couple more drinks I was **, Pretty soon everyone was down to just their shorts and then my boyfriend stood up and pulled his down shoving his ** in my face, I had only sucked ** maybe 4 times before that and only his but he wasn't giving me an option to say no so I got up on my knees and did it. It didn't take long and I looked around and all the guys had their ** out watching me sucking my boyfriend **.
My boyfriend laid me back and I lifted my hips so he could peel my shorts off then he told me to play with myself while they all watched, We had a battery powered lantern hanging in the tent and it was lit up pretty good so they were all jerking as I spread my legs and started rubbing myself, Soon one guy was sitting on each side of me holding my legs open running their hands up and down my thighs, One guy was on either side of me fondling my ** and jerking and my boyfriend was kneeling over my face with his ** in my mouth.
My boyfriend moved between my legs and slid his ** in me, and one of his friends straddled my face putting his ** in my mouth, I sucked his ** then he pulled back and shoved his ** in my mouth, After a few minutes my boyfriend laid down and got me on top of him, His friend was keeling by his head and I rode my boyfriend while sucking his friend then my boyfriend pulled me down on top of him and his one friend knelt down behind me, Put his hand on my back and I was like (Oooohhhh nooooooo) then he licked my ** hole and spit on it then pressed his ** against my ** hole, He started shoving his ** in me, He was slow and gentle but I remember it hurt like a mother trucker, I was laying on top of my boyfriend who was still in me and I was saying "Owie, Owie, It hurts, it hurts, Owie" but he eventually got it in and kept spitting on it to make it slippery which for your info is not the best ** lube. They took turns ** me and tag teaming me and dp'ing me for what seemed like hours and after the third one I said no more in my **, but they found other ways to have their fun.
The next day I was embarrassed and felt degraded and they didn't help at all, After that I became just a free use ** toy for them and I don't know why but I went along with it, They would just randomly tell me to go into the tent and I would giggle and go in there with 1 or 2 or however many wanted to and a bunch of 16 and 17 year old boys can ** a lot in one weekend.
The second night there was a guy camping next to us and he was sitting around the fire by himself, My boyfriend invited him to join us and he did, He sat down I don't know how old he was but definitely older like mid 40's probably. We had some drinks and my boyfriend made me sit on his lap, He had me pull my top up and show him my ** then he asked the guy if he wanted to take me back to his camper, The guy did and he had a huge **, He ** me and we went back to the fire, The other guys would randomly take me in the tent and ** me and then he took me back to his camper one more time, ** me and took some pics and video which I hope he never showed anyone or he could go to jail.
The last day we swam and drank and hung out and...Oh ya, and **...A lot, then the Monday we went home, As soon as we were home I broke up with him and went home to my aunts house and never seen him again. So ya, that's just one of many stories but probably the worst.