feel bad
here is this friend of mine who is my wifes friend also and i feel like making love to her very badly i think very wild thoughts for her also i get jealous of her all the time i love her company i hate her if she doesnt have time for me i ** thinking about her and above all i just feel very jealous about her, i feel terrible and alone if she doesnt talk to me, i want to forget her once and for all please help me i feel so bad all the time i only think about her free my mind please she lives so far away from me miles away i want to forget her for ever please get out of my mind i just want to forget her and her thoughts
Start flirting with your wife. Get some thoughts going that way.