i love you
I'll call you N. I can't say this in person so i'll put it online so i can get this out of my head. We've known each other for only a short while now. You picked me up when I hit bottom. You supported me thru all this mess. We've told each other things about ourselves that we never would think you or I would share unless we really trust each other. It has been hard watching you with him. As I stand there being a good friend. I'm just to afraid to admit this to you. You are really everything I want in a soulmate. You're funny, wild, sweet, caring, compassionate, emotional, tough when you need to be and with that beautiful smile that wraps everything together into a perfect package. It hurts to look you in the eyes and know that I can't tell you how I feel. I said some things last weekend about B that i didn't even want to say. I said them out of jealousy. I'm sorry. I'll stand by you in my place. Hopefully one day you will see how I truly feel.