get it off my chest
I hit my son in the face. He was a young toddler, I was trying to get him ready for his birthday and he was fighting me on it and suddenly threw this all out screaming, fighting, kicking tantrum. I had been telling him the whole time he had to get ready for his birthday and when he threw this total fit I popped him in the eye and gave him a bruise and lied about it and said he fell off the bed. I'd never seen him throw such a fit like that. I'd never seen him act like such an out of control brat and I just reacted. It was wrong. I know it was. I've hid it for years and I'm truly sorry and I haven't done anything like that since. I'm sorry I lied to my mom about it. I'm sorry I lied and sorry it got to that point. I'm sorry it happened. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm just sorry for the whole thing.