Truth
I have pretty much zero interest in doing anything as I'm getting older. I have to pretend to have interest in stuff or opinions about things. It means I've become a pretty good actress with many things but it gets wearying. It's not really depression more than it is, at my age, I've seen a lot and done a lot and been many places around the world and, frankly, nothing much surprises or impresses me any more. It's hard to drum up enthusiasm for much because it's all been done before. It's about the only thing that makes me wish I was young again...that anticipation of the future, the excitement of travel, of doing new things, of discovering life in general. I've done so much, experienced so much, that nothing is new any more. It's just more of the same.
Sep 16
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