I deserve punishment
When I was in class 8th or 9th I used to share bed with sibling. One night I tried to take advantage of sleep and tried to had ** but I didn't do it because my sibling woke up and asked me what I was trying to do , and I said only one thing I am sorry i am sorry don't tell anyone I thank god now that my sibling woke up and I stopped . This eats me everyday thinking what kind of monster I was . What I was doing that night , why I was doing that night . Am I worthy of being in society, I should be outcasted I don't deserve anything , I don't deserve my sweet family , I don't deserve happiness , I deserve punishment.
Sep 16
When I was in high school I was showing off to my friends stole some things from a shop. I felt really really guilty and after a few days I confessed to my parents. They said what do you think should happen. I said I should be punished and have to take the things back and apologise. They asked what punishment did I think was appropriate and I said the belt. So I had to bend over and they hit me with the belt. After it I felt so relieved. It was weird. I still had to take the stuff back. They came with me. I was so embarrassed felt I had a knot in my stomach. The store owner was very surprised. I asked if he wanted to punish me. He said no. I actually felt he should.
My elder cousin (20) was sharing my bed and at mid-night he found my ** and try to ** me but before he could enter he ** spoiling my boxer ... with sticky **!!