Double life
To my friends and family I'm a 40-something, married, heterosexual, cis-gendered, clean living father of two!!
Truth is I'm actually a pansexual, non-binary, secret smoker. I occasionally watch **...male, female, trans, femme - I like a broad range (although have my limits). My only fetish is smoking!!! With my kids getting older I don't get the opportunity to dress up more girly and I miss that!!! I've had crushes on guys in the past and I do long to sample **.
I love my wife. We're generally happy and have a good ** life, so will do my best not to entirely ** that up. She's the only person I've been intimate with though, so I don't really know what I'm missing (lol).
Not looking for any advice...just wanted to write it down somewhere!!
Maybe you should talk with your wife about your hidden interest, she may encourage you. It would be better for her if you had a male lover than another woman. She might even want you to share him with her.
I have a secret admiration for ** cross dressers and smoking
Me too Daddy I love wearing ** and thongs and thigh high stockings smoking ice watching guys ** guys hard in them ** so hard ** while in my ** and thongs and thigh high stockings loving how hard and good I ** harder fantasizing guys taking me having there way with me as there little ** **