*sigh, eyeroll* tickling.
I ended up a little strange. Nothing /too/ weird, as ticking is often a common thing to like, either cuz it's fun or gets you ..."there".
But I found out by accident that not only did I love being tickled in a non sexual way, I have zero, as in none, of the "lol but ew" kind of reaction most people have. I've heard of people hating being tickled with all of the different reasons you'd have that happen. But the opposite, is strange. Even to me. I didn't work towards it or anything, my body was introduced to it and it said "that's delicious give me 14 of em" and although it's not a true addiction I think about it a lot, and am low-key concerned that I may be destructively addicted to it later. *cringe*
For now it's something that helps me handle the world and my multiple disabilities and my whole.... Stress situation with all of the everything, and it helps me relax, but it's also ridiculous at the same time, like I could use weed for that too but I don't need to I guess?
Is there any sense to be had from this?
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