My Husband Doesn't Know
For work I have to travel to six different cities on a rotating schedule. I have s** partners in every city that I go to and have been doing this for 6 years. I am currently in one of these cities and last night my partner here brought over 2 other guys and I had s** with all three of them – it was great.
The strange part is when I make love to my husband after returning the s** is fantastic. I many times fantasize of having my husband watch me have s** with another man and then having my husband do me. I know he would freak out if I ever asked him because he is a part-time assistant pastor of a church.
I am just weird and why don't I feel guilty about what I a doing?