How Crossdressing helped me find my true self.

I've always been a socially awkward person. I was bullied in school. I was always "different". Kids would call me "**" and all this kind of stuff. I never knew why, until many years ago when I started crossdressing. I was kicked out of the house at age 17. I was dating an older girl at the time, and I was making decent money at my job so we decided to get an apartment together. We had different work schedules so I was home alone for many hours each day. I don't know why I started crossdressing, It just kind of happened. She left one of her ** corsets and ** out and I just randomly decided to try them on. I loved how I felt Waring them. I felt **. I started trying on all her clothes. Skirts, dresses, everything. I loved it. I find Women's clothes are way more comfortable than mens. I eventually acquired a secret stash of makeup and a wig and I made artificial breast out of an old bra and some padding. With some practice, I looked good. I was passable. I loved how I looked as a woman. I never liked how I looked as a man, and I was always self conscious and awkward about it. I never liked myself in the mirror. Ewww. But when I dressed as a woman, I felt **. I had confidence and I loved how I looked. Eventually I had to tell my gf. I was terrified to do this. Not knowing how she would react. But I knew this was more than just a phase. So I sucked it up and i told her my secret. She freaked out at first. She was just caught off guard I guess. She was acting very distant for about about a week. Then one evening while watching TV she randomly came into the room and said "So... what do you look like? Can I see?, you know. As a girl?". I was very nervous but I agreed to show her. So I went into the bedroom and got dressed up, and nervously walked out into the living room. She just stared at me. Just taking it all in I guess. I was feeling vulnerable and embarrassed. Then she asked, "is it weird if I think you're hot?". LOL! Wow. I felt such a relief when she said that. Then she said "I think we can do better". She started buying me clothes and helping me dress. So amazing. Today, I present female 90% of the time. I consider myself Bigender. I still have to present male around family members and certain professional settings. But outside of that. I am "Samantha". And my gf is now my wife. Been married for 20 years now. It's been great.

My wife is bisexual and a bit dominant in the bedroom. Since I've been presenting female, we've had some good times. Next time I'll tell you about the time she brought a co-worker home to give me the full "sissy" experience. He ** me good. OMFG!! It was so good 🥵. But we'll save that story for next time. 😉.

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