im still in love
im still in love with a man whom ive never actually met and lives at the very opposite end of the country, and im engaged and live with a man whos absolutely in love with me. to make things worst, the man who i love also loves me and we tried making a phone relationship work, but hes got a serious drinking and drug problem. why does the heart work that way? i love you ian. daniels nothing to me... not that youll ever read this, but i think about you all the time, and it brings tears to my eyes everytime i think about my love for you. youre the first man ive ever loved. youre so perfect for me and im so perfect for you. why did god seperate us? youre the only thing thats ever comforted me and made me feel like a woman.