Fell in love with spankings
Midlife can change you in many ways. It can make you realize that you really aren't too old to be spanked and disciplined. Even as a man, I needed a strong dominant woman in my life. Listening to different podcast and reading tons about relationships I really changed how I felt about submitting to a woman. I realized that I was totally wrong on many things that I thought about. Being mentally and spiritually broken down really was a good thing that happened to me. Skipping ahead, I do need my ** blistered red by a woman. I need strong strict discipline. I want to be spanked so hard for so long that tears, snot, and drool flood out. I want to be purged and cleansed of all the toxicity within me. I want to be a real man of humility and obedience towards a woman. I want to be truly loved with a fierce spanking. I've truly fallen in love with being obedient to a woman. I want to be her obedient little ** for life. Full surrender, submission, loyalty, and obedience in service to her. I'm no longer afraid of being called a ** Whipped Sissy.
Jun 11
I became a sub sissy to my wife at 38. Things got dead in the bedroom.
One night my wife told me to put on her undies. Wow! Got excited and we were banging away.