I was straight

My wife found forced feminization hypno and told me it doesn't work watch for yourself. She found different ones and I watched. Then one day she was giving me a ** and I said kiss me with the ** in your mouth and pass it to me so I can taste it. She asked if I liked it and I said yes it was good. Not long after that I was wearing ** everyday. Then one day she said go buy a ** with a good sized ** that you want to feel inside you. I did this not with regret I was excited about it and I wanted it very bad. The lady at the store said are you sure you're up to taking an 8 inch ** that also thrusts in and out on its own. I said yes I can't wait for it. She said I should get some lube too. I got home and my wife and I got the ** ready and she lubed my ** and turned the ** on and grabbed my hips and thrust it into me as I moaned loudly. She said its OK girl it gets better. I said I never said it was bad . That's a good girl you're even pushing back to it as I go in you're loving this aren't you. I giggled and said yes very much. You are so much more feminine now do you notice it. I said yes I want to wear dresses outside too not just inside and guys crotches catch my eye a lot. She asked would you like a man to make love with you? I said I have been dreaming of ** with men and its on my mind most of the time. She said I know 2 men who would come over one for me and one for you. I said call them I will run clean up and get a ** dress and heels on. She said it will be about an hour till they get here. I hurried my shower got my stockings and garter belt on and ** my bra then my very mini little black dress and stiletto heels black also. My wife did my make up and asked are you ready give your first **? I said I have been dreaming about it. She said its ok to gag on his ** men like that. I gagged but he was 8 to 9 inches and really thick too. Later he ** me hard after we finished my wife asked what I like better ** women or having a man ** you? I said by far I loved being ** at least by him much more than having ** with women. Do you feel like a guy or totally like a woman? I feel totally like a woman. I lost all interest in sexual contact with women but I was obsessed with ** with men. I have given many ** since then and the men tell me I give great ** and I always swallow. After that first time with a man my wife and I talked and decided I needed to start estrogen and testosterone blockers. I have ** 38 C and hips and my already bubble ** is getting bigger and I look much more like a woman now. I remember liking girls but I'm glad I discovered men. I will never go back to having ** with women I am only interested in ** now. I have learned to be a good housewife I keep the house clean and I have become a very good cook I even got a sewing machine and have made 3 dresses for myself and 2 for my wife. Her boyfriend really likes all the dresses I made. I am so happy that she made me watch the feminization hypno and everything she did along the way to help my feminization. What if I became a prostitute, I could bring in some extra money. Once at a bar a guy asked me if I would give him a ** for $25. I said yes sit down here. He sat down and I put my face in his ** witch he already had open. I felt his ** rub against my lips. He was big but I sucked him anyway when he finally shot his load in my mouth it was a lot. I dribbled some down my chin but caught it in my hand and licked it clean then he pushed it into my mouth from my chin and I sucked his ** clean. Does that make me a prostitute. My ** has really shrunk since I started estrogen and testosterone blockers and it doesn't get hard anymore so it isn't used except to pee, witch i sit down to do. I am saving my money now so I can get castrated. I put $100 a month in an account and in like 25 months I will have the money. I am much prettier as a woman than I was handsome as a guy. I enjoy going out all dressed up and now that I have curves I fill out dresses like a woman. I just wish I had been born a girl and have periods so I would be able to get pregnant and be a mommy. I would only breast feed my babies. Women are so lucky to be women. Women have the best parts of a ** sucking the ** and my favorite reward a mouthful of ** to swallow. I would like to have maybe 10 men that I would ** their ** as often as they got hard for a full 24 hours just to see if I could do it. I also really want to have 2 men one ** my ** and the other ** my face.