I had a crack problem in the 90's

I ran up a big bill with my crack dealer. One day I went to him for a front but he said I was to far in debt. I was a normal 20 year old guy with a girlfriend and a bad crack addiction. My dealers friend stood up and held his hand out to help me up and said he knew how I could make a quick $40. I took his hand and he helped me up and held my hand and led me to the bedroom. He said drop your pants pitch. I said I am not gay. He slapped me and said drop your pants. I dropped them and he said from now on you better be **. I said yes sir. He ripped my underwear off and he ** me like i was a girl. He finally shot his ** into my ** and said there's more for a pretty sissy like you. Come over tomorrow with your ** on and we will have clothes for you to wear and a steady stream of men who will pay for you. I was afraid not to so I bought a $20 rock and then to the store for ** but I also bought stockings and garter belt. I was going to show him i went beyond his order and that i am his now. He liked my stockings and garter belt. I had just changed into the mini dress that was there for me. I slipped on the high heels and they had makeup I was to wear. I put on the makeup its a good thing I was a cross dresser for a long time and I could walk in stiletto heels and I was good with makeup. I walked out and the guys were saying how I walked so feminine. The door bell rang and my dealer said would you get that sweetheart? I was the only "female" there and i said yes. I opened the door and a man said are you my date darling? I said yes I am please come in. My dealer motioned to the room. I led him in there and he opened his pants i wasn't sure what to do so I took it in my hand and played with it getting him hard. I said would you like me to give you a ** sir. He said if you want to. I didn't realize until that moment that I really did want so give him a **. I licked it and kissed it and took it into my mouth and it felt like it belonged in my mouth. I started sucking and he pushed my head down and I felt his ** in my throat as I gagged. I looked him in the eye as he said you're a dann good ** sucker you must have sucked many. I said no sir this is my first ** but I knew that I was going to love it as soon as I felt your ** in my mouth. He said I could sit on his lap if I wanted, I wanted to so I sat my ** on his ** and he held me as I was moving around on his ** and I felt him getting bigger and harder. I said oh baby know you can ** me too. At this point I feel totally like a woman and so much wanting him to ** me too. He said since you are so excited about it okay. I lifted my mini dress and he pulled my ** down and said its a good thing you like men with a ** that tiny. He grabbed my hips and thrust his ** deep inside me and i moaned like a woman. He kept going asking me if I liked it and I said oh baby I love it and i hope this never ends. He did finally ** as much as he did for his ** that i swallowed after tasting it and finding out that ** is delicious. That day I had about 7 dates with different men and my ** was sore. I was told that I would be my dealers property and prostitute until my debt is paid. I wasn't his only working girl not even the only boy made into one of his working girls. He did say i was his only boy to working girl that took to this so easily. I said I just realized all those years I cross dressed i wanted more than just the clothes I wanted a boyfriend who would make me his woman. Yesterday when this very handsome man and big man took in that room when his big ** thrust into me i knew that I was made to pleasure men. I even watched videos on giving ** because I have never given or received a ** and I wanted to do it. After several videos and a few texts of me telling how I'm a guy who has to be a prostitute to pay off a drug debt and asked for tips and I got a lot. I had a couple of guys making fun of me but I said I don't care what you guys think after the most wonderful time I had getting ** by my dealers friend i might not have figured out that I was made to pleasure men and i love it way more than ** with women. I love being held in a strong man's arms and feel so safe and protected it is so amazing. I feel like I am doing what I am supposed to when I am on my knees with a nice long thick ** in my mouth and I can't wait for his ** all over inside my mouth and I always swallow. I was being given vitamins that stopped my little ** from getting hard and they made my ** hips and ** to grow. I said I know they are not vitamins but I don't want to stop taking them. My girlfriend left me when she found out that I was a prostitute and only with men. She said thats why you were walking funny and I knew you had ** breath. I said I was sorry but after that first man thrust his big ** into my ** i knew that I wanted to please men with my body. She said its OK and that she was going to call her boyfriend over to help her move. She said she has had her boyfriend for a while now because my baby sized thing could never satisfy any woman. She said you should keep that mini dress and stiletto heels on my boyfriend will get a kick out of it. I did plus I touched up my makeup. He showed up and said look at you all dressed up like a girl. My ex said and she is a prostitute only with men and the men say she gives great ** maybe I can talk her into giving you a **. She asked me if I would ** her boyfriends ** for free for her. I said I would love to, she said he is in my room and do you mind if I make a video? I said I would love that as long as my face can clearly be seen with his ** in my mouth. I went to him and got on my knees and I began to play with him and lick and kiss until he got hard. He said in high school I never would have guessed that you would be sucking my **. I said the first time I saw your ** and how big it was i wanted it. I hurried home and got dressed up thinking about your **. I wanted so bad for you to walk in and catch me then I would be your ** slave so you wouldn't tell anyone else. When I took his ** in my mouth I let it into my throat and I gagged. He asked if I wanted him to ** in my mouth and I said yes every drop. When he did and I held it in my mouth to taste it good then I swallowed and opened my mouth to show him I swallowed it all. He said thank you woman. I said no thank you for giving this woman what she wants so badly more ** in my tummy. I stood up and turned my ** towards him and he said ** you have girl hips and ** i said feel my ** they are all real too. He felt my ** and said he thought they were stuffed, I said no my ** are "c" cups now but still growing. My mother and sister are both "DD" I hope I get there too at least "D". In school we knew each other but he didn't know that I would go out of my way to see him naked or totally find a reason to squeeze past him sideways my ** to his **. Now I have given him a **. He asked if I ever got a ** I said no I have only given ** but I feel more comfortable and normal when I am with a man as his woman. I am also getting plastic surgery to make me more feminine looking and my dealer told me if I wanted that he would pay for my castration. I hugged him crying and said yes I would love that very much. My ex asked when I am getting castrated I said in 9 days. I really can't wait until I get my ** turned into my clitorous and my ** is made in me. She said well the ** becoming your clitorous is definitely no loss it is too small for ** with a woman, I said we couldn't even find a condom small enough to stay on it. I had a ** for when she wanted a man. When I bought it the lady said do want her to use a big ** on you or a small one. I said I want a big ** that thrusts also. I like to know when I am the woman that I will be treated like the sissy I am. She said we also have some very feminine and ** night gowns and ** for you would you like to see them. I picked out a pink night gown and stiletto heels. She asked if I could walk in stiletto heels and I said I have been walking in stiletto heels since I was 12. I took them home and she said she wanted ** that she could feel. I put on the ** and I got on her and I was ** her and she said this is so much better than your tiny baby thing. I kissed her and she said you have ** breath. As much ** as I ** i always have ** breath and ** breath. I even ask my men to ** on my food before I eat it. ** makes any food taste so much better. I love seeing a man ** on my food so I know its fresh as it goes into my mouth. I paid off my dealer a long time ago but I ask him to remain my ** and I give him a cut to protect me from men who want to beat me. I have no more testosterone since my castration and I am getting weaker all the time like a woman. My ** is even smaller since my castration i love it. I was with a man in the back of the cemetery and he wanted a ** and half way through he said he was going to ** me so I got out and laid across the hood and lifted my dress and he pulled my ** down and went to town ** me and a friend of ours came by and said I can fill her mouth and I took his ** in my mouth and they both started ** me one in my ** one in my mouth. They were good and I was very sore. I have been a prostitute for many years now and I am good at it and men keep coming back for my ** and mouth. I am glad I was shown how good ** is and that I have gotten so much ** and never got any sexually transmitted diseases that a quick stop at the doctor couldn't fix. My ** is wide and big thanks to the estrogen I was given long ago and men really want to ** my girl **.