Mom's live in boyfriends and me

Being the pretty one of the boys was raised more like a girl. I was taught to be submissive to men and with moms permission and approval I was dressed as a girl and expected to act as a girl regardless of my clothes. If I acted like a boy I was whipped. I became a good little girl and then young lady and was introduced to makeup and mom helped me learn to do my makeup. That got me more attention from her boyfriend and her telling me to go pose for him to tell me how beautiful I am. He grabs my ** then my ** and says she is small is she on estrogen yet. Mom said she just started. Before long the ** were growing in and sore. Her boyfriend still grabbed my growing ** and hurt me. I wasn't allowed to get mad that isn't lady like. I was just at the age where girls are sexually active and step daddy or daddy as he liked me to call him in bed was coming to my room. I was interested in finding out what was so fun about **. Then I gave my first ** and was hooked on being a **. Then he used his big ** in my ** and I knew why I wanted **. I was feeling so wonderful and loved he was kissing me and holding me I was really happy and wanted more. I was now a complete woman who is not a lesbian and only loves men and ** and her mother says she is the perfect daughter. I do the housework like a good daughter and I am always made to feel great for being feminine im made to feel terrible if I do anything masculine so I strive for being the most feminine I can be it is worth it. I want to get a husband now.