it started this year. my senior year, when i broke up with my girl friend after 2 good years of dating. it was going well at first. i thought being single would be great. i could find another girlfriend or just hangout with my friends. well my ex had started seeing another guy. her friend had told me. at first i was completely fine with it, until i saw a picture of them kissing. after i saw it my life really hasn't been the same. i don't know if it's the fact that she found someone new before i did or that i just miss her really badly. i just feel like s*** constantly. i hate being at school now. i have no desire to do anything, and sometimes i think about ways to kill myself. i feel as if i will never get with another girl again. it seems like girls are not even in to me anymore. i don't know how to make myself feel better. seeing her kissing another guy completely changed the way i view life now.