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Used to have ** with my dad
I was a 17 year old guy and ive had lots of relationship but all of them ended badly. And all of them were girls. My mom was quite a mean woman to me. Me and my dad are really close to the point where he told me my mom didnt give him love anymore and by love he meant **. We were both depressed and were drinking one night on the roof and he pulls me closer to him. I thought it was normal, im used to contact with him ever since i was a kid (normal father-son contact). Then we ended up kissing somehow. Although hes still young and attractive i got confused and he pulled away. I ran off and went to bed. The next morning i get out of the shower and he comes in my room asking me if i got a minute. I apologized to him rightaway and he stood there for a minute and then came closer to me and pinned me down on the bed. I didnt know what to feel, he started kissing my neck and body and i felt so good all i wanted to do was to please him because as you know every kid wants their parents approval and to be proud of them. It was the most amazing ** ive had. After we were done my brother came home earlier and saw us and screamed and ran away. So my mom was on a trip for work and she comes back and asks why my brother wont talk at all. This was going on for days until me and my dad offered to pay him to hide it. He agreed to it, didnt take any money because he didnt want our family to fall apart. Ever since then my parents marriage had become better and everything was back to normal but i couldnt live with it anymore so i moved to another state once i turned 18. I lived alone and my parents sent me money. My relatives were surprised why i moved out so suddenly because they knew id hate being by myself even for a day. I had to come home to visit one time and after the party my dad asked me for a walk to catch up or something. I didnt want to look suspicious so i agreed. We walked for a while and then he starts kissing me again. I move away and ask him what his problem is and he tells me that his marriage wasnt going well because be loved me since i really reminded him of when he was my age. But neither of his parents payed much attention to him and he doesnt want me to suffer the same. We ended up having ** again in a dark alley i was scared but no one saw us luckily. I go back to my place and now, years later i have a job and a fiance, i live a normal life but deep inside i feel pain and i cant really let anyone know about this. My dad is supposingly doing well but i know him good enough to know that hes depressed as well. I dont plan to do anything with him again because of our age difference we dont have a future together and i dont think i wanna be with a guy even though the ** was great. I really dont feel regret but i dont think my life will be the same.
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