I'm going insane!!!
Here's the deal, I am beyond bored with you. You are absolutely TERRIBLE in bed. I'm in my sexual prime and because I'm not a cheating dirt bag I'm having lots of BAD s** instead of the hot steamy kind I imagine I'm having in order to get off when I'm f****** you. I don't want to stay home to have "quality time " together. Watching bad TV and listening to your played out music selection makes me scream internally. I can't even m********* without you zeroing in on me and having a huffy insecure fit. I fantasize about leaving and being free to do whatever the h*** I please withou this soul-sucking compromising that's aging me before my time. By the way, the first order of business in these little fantasies of mine- Having some hot as f*** mandingo slam me into a wall and f*** the s*** out of me until I scream his name and fall into a SATISFIED heap on the floor laughing and crying at the sweet release of being f***** properly after 17+ years of this mediocre bullshit