I miss you so much. Every day I think about you and what it would be like if you had stayed. I can't believe you left, still. I know you're not really happy with her, as much as you pretend you are. Just come home. We're all waiting for you here, and it's just a matter of time. Yeah, I'm dating someone else now, but he's just a placeholder. I'll wait for you forever if I have to, because I love you. I love you so f****** much, and you probably have no idea. I'm good at not letting things show, and I wonder if you even know that I miss you. How are things looking out there in CT? Not as good as back home, I bet. Just because you want to be a part of your son's life doesn't mean that you need to be with her. You know she'll never make you as happy as I did. Call me sometime, I'll smoke you up and we'll go up to the runway strip and watch the lights like we always used to. I miss you. Please just come home. They say that once you become a part of this city, if you leave, it will always drag you back. I'm waiting, baby.