last night

I don't drink often. Last night I did and straight hit a new friend in the head. I don't know why.

I'm not really a people person, I don't do well with others. I just want to be alone, but I am so lonely. I think I have social anxiety. Now even some of my friends might ignore me. I am so ashamed. I thought I was above this type of behaviour, but I guess I am not. I am the worst kind of person.

I'm not even really religious, honestly I can't bring myself to have blind faith. I am such a failure. How can I even confess if I am not religious.

Jul 8, 2010

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