I confess I am a 22-year-old virgin. If you saw me on the street, you would never guess in 1 million years that I was. I'm not fat, I'm not ugly. In fact, I've had numerous people tell me that I look like Tom Cruise.
The problem is, I was raised in a really strictly religious family that pretended like s** didn't exist. When I was a kid if two people kissed on TV My mom would get up and change the channel.
Because of this I never learned how to talk to girls and I am now scared to go out and talk to them or approach them. I have also developed some health problems and I am scared I might die a virgin. Every year I tell myself "this is the year I'm going to lose my virginity" but it never seems to happen. I desperately want to have s**.
There are friends of mine who are getting married and having kids at my age and I haven't even had s**, I feel like such a loser. I have thought about having s** with a escort but I don't think I could go through with it. It seems too cheap and dirty and the girl doesn't even care about you. Plus, I looked up some escorts online and there arent even any attractive ones in my city.
I am not religious at all, and I don't have a problem losing my virginity to a slutty girl. Every day I lose hope and feel like my life is passing before me before my own eyes. If you have any advice for me. Please tell me.