I hate...
...everything about myself. All I want to do is die. Everyone is so excited that I am going to a prestigious school next year and that I am doing well in school but all I want to do is stab myself in the throat. When I look in the mirror I see a failure, a girl who is fat, stupid, and obviously not worth the world. I don't even want to go to college anymore, and I am afraid that I will kill myself there. I am in counseling, its not helping. My boyfriend doesnt know how depressed I am, and I think i may be too depressed to love him as much as he loves me.
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