I'm trying to do it.
I know what you mean, you want to go to sleep and not wake up... ever... You do not feel like dealing with the world, the people or the things that are expected of you day to day. I have often felt this way myself but don't do anything irrational, it will get better, I promise. It may not seem like it now but as time goes by things will start to look up. I am sorry I could not be of more help.
Or go on a Pacific cruise, and go to sleep just before the ship crosses the International Date Line. Then you can wake up yesterday.
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