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sick and tired
Im tired of trying to pretend this relationship is going to work out, im tired of pretending that you will change, im tired of telling my self that i deserve better than this. I love you more than life itself but you honestly dont make me happy anymore. Its for the best i dont want you in my life and im not going to be happy until you leave. Its going to hurt like ** but in the long run ill be much happier.
What am i to do in a relationship like this?
im just waiting for you to do something sick enough to force me to leave cause otherwise ill stay forever, no matter how bad and worthless I feel. I ** hate you for making me beg you to do stuff with me.