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I'm just way to depressed this summer
I'm just way to depressed this summer, everything from the last 9 montth or so has all fallen on my shoulders everythin that I laughed out or blacked out of my life has come tumbling down on me . I feel stuck and ashamed and worried and scared. All I can do is party it away so that I dont allow my brain to think to much. I dont trust myself alone and sober, when I am sober I make sure I always have a book to read. I cant live my life like this anymore, I hope things will change when I go back to collage in the fall but I dont know if it will.
These are only seasons in your life. Sometimes things go wrong, but they don't last for ever. Keep being optimistic and things will change. Your thinking is more important than you know about how things happen to you. If you think positive then positive things happen. If you think negative then negative things will happen. So think positive and remember trouble don't last always. And by all means don't kill yourself
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I'm depressed this summer too. I have 800 dollars rent, just lost my job a few weeks ago, don't know if my employment insurance claim will go through by the time the rent is due on Aug. 1st, E.I. will cover my rent but I don't know how much I'll have left over to eat, and my boyfriend is in Europe without me for a month.
If I think about it all too much, I know I'll break down. So I don't.
Me too. I'm going to kill myself.